Major Headache

Another one of my ranting blogs -_-
Normal vampires don't get headaches =D but who said I was normal?! (or a vampire?) Fine! crush my little happy dream >.< (sorry about that...been obsessing over Twilight for the past month or so)
Anyway, I have a major headache going on for quite a while now.. College life is so frustrating! It all started last Monday when our grades in theology was shown to us. I never really had a problem with academics before. I mean, I do quite well in class; not just at the top though, but still, it frustrates me getting low grades like 85 and below! It's just so not me! Well, back to my story, so our professor gave me 85 as my midterm grade. I find it so unfair because I come to class everyday, I submit all his requirements on time, I participate in class discussions and groups works, well I flunked one quiz, but that was just ONE! And it wasn't like I didn't study. The quiz was essay type. I got a perfect score on the first question, but I got zero on the second question. Ugh! Since when do essays come up with right or wrong answers?! For some reason I am thinking that that professor despises me -_- Why oh why aren't I charismatic? *giggles* Next cause of major headache -- Lem. I have written about him in my previous blog. But don't get me wrong. He's still cool and different, but assigning a 429-page reading for one day with only one copy in the library, that's just wrong!(But I think I did pretty well on that closed-notes essay =] ). Added to all that schoolwork chaos are my personal problems. I still have trust issues with my friends. I am always so skeptical about their loyalty. Next problem is my brother. I think he is kinda mad at me because he was asking for a Nintendo Wii since like forever, but my parents still didn't get him one, and I ask my mom for a laptop and I got it at once. But it was a birthday and being-a-dean's-lister present. And then here I go again, having one of those dreams that crush my heart into million tiny pieces; it felt so real. I can feel him really there, and one second, poof, he disappears with some other girl saying he doesn't want me anymore. I wake up in the middle of the night with streaks of tears running down my face. If only he knew what my impossible love for him is causing me...
And there I go, waking up in the morning with a MAJOR HEADACHE.