Going all the way this 2012

It's been a while. All work and no blog make me an insane girl. What, with the lack of reality check and all. So here I am looking back on the year that was and looking forward to the year that is to come. I stopped believing in New Year resolutions a few years back when it came to me that resolutions are made due to regret. People regret things that they have done and wish to change it as the New Year comes. A resolution is probably a badly disguised denial of inability to change what has happened. Instead of resolutions, I prefer to stick to mantras. And my mantra this year: go all the way. These four words would be my guiding light in the decisions that I would be making during the year. During the past year, I have turned from schoolgirl to a working girl, and this year I want to become a working lady. My young girl ways were good. I have gained lots of knowledge. Now, I want the skills. I don't want to just experience, I want to live, to go all the way! I want to look out my window and see the world as a familiar playground and each and everyone as my best friend. I want the wind to blow my hair in a tangled mess and not worry about combing the knots out. I want to jump off a cliff and let the ocean swallow the whole of me as I feel the warm and gentle water tickling my skin. I want to fall insanely in love and feel like I am being reborn. I want to see the sun with brand new eyes and go through the day without worry. In simple words, I want to learn from the past, live in the present and let the future be what it would be.