Hopeless

I wonder what other people see through their eyes. Sometimes I wonder if I see the same thing as they do. Sometimes I'm just not sure of what I see. Sometimes things are just more complicated than they seem. Sometimes they're just not complicated at all. I once believed that signs are to be taken seriously, like destiny has things planned and laid out in front of us. I don't know what happened, I just lost my belief in fate. Since then I just became this puppet of reality. I follow this routine of life making me another living zombie. Try as I might, I simply forgot how to live. When I face the mirror I see nothing in my eyes. Sure, I get by day by day, but that's about it. I'm just lifeless, hopeless.